Guess why I am happy

Oh how it feels to have the relief to not worry about study till next year, when i say next year, i mean like late next year!! To me it feels like a lot off my back... knowing the pressure from my parents will die down...(till next year) and that i will be able to go out much more ^^

Firstly must i say.... this last exam was hell hard.... but i dont really care because what is done is done and i wont have to worry till my results come out (not expecting anything spectacular as all subjects seemed harder than usual). Anyway... people should relax.... enjoy every moment of stress free life till uni or tafe or wherever your goin will make u work hard again... Lol many people say that TEE will be the hardest thing that will ever happen to us... well to me... my music exam a few years ago was the toughest thing i went through... not saying i passed... but it was tough just practicing for it....

Well i used to play the electone for you all that dont know what an electone is go here but the image sux... if u wanna see what i played go here. Anyway... i started from year 2 i think it was... and u start grade 13, if i am correct, and you work your way down... so in other words... the lower grade u were the harder the exam was... well i learnt up to year 6.... then i had to stop... because my stupid music teacher, who i figured was not a very good teacher because she didnt teach us how to play with feeling, just ditched us... actually at that time... my brother just failed his grade 5 (for all of you that dont know... if u pass grade 5... u will be eligible to teach students) and i just passed my grade 6.... Apparently... she just ditched us and hoped that we would be able to find a new teacher by ourselves... even the secretary wasnt treated nicely...she was an old lady who was really nice... the secretary actually bought the EL90 which costs a bomb and when she asked my teacher for the manual for it..... she couldnt even give it to her... Anyway, we were left with no "qualified" teacher and just getting crapper by the minute... i actualy stopped for 2 years because there was no teacher, apparently my brother got a teacher but he was hell crap soooo he soon left him.... Eventually we found this pro teacher!! my gosh she was hell good... the only problem was... we hadnt played for ages... and i forgot everything... sooo basically i had to start from scratch.... and i didnt know anything about playing with feeling... soooo it was all crap... anyway.... i was rushed to take my exam... and obviously i failed.... which is a bummer.. because i came soo close and didnt make it...... my bro didnt make it either... anyway... we both had to stop because it actually costed a lot to have lessons... and we just started high school... well i did... i was in year 9 my bro in year 11.... soooooo school was more important.....sooooo yea..... anyway..... thats my life story of the hardest thing i reckon happened to me =P

Hope you enjoyed reading... because it was a bitch to type LOL!!!

What is the reason for dreams?

Question i put forward to you all... Why do we dream?? issit just our imagination going wild while we sleep? or is there a purpose to them??

I just had a weird dream last night and all started like this (i might not be able to remember the whole thing, there are bits before this but i cant remember them fully) I just had a dream that me and a bunch of friends were hiding from somethin just off the shore somewhere and my friend was telling us to stay quiet so we can do some surprise attack on those people (sounds retarded already lol) but i kept accidently making noise. He asked me to keep quiet 3 times but each time i made some noise until they heard us (i didnt mean to... i couldnt help it) and then.... i think i totally missed out the fighting action but then i was fighting like 3 girls... then they dunked me under... and for some reason they were drowning.... o.o even tho they pushed me under and blood was coming from their nose o.o so i saved them and then they turned to our side... then the mastermind of the bad guys like gave up and (hahah this bit is the most retardedest bit i reckon) said "hate...you hate me" LOL and all those people i dont recognise their faces...

Well that was only part of my dream that i could remember... all my other dreams before were really scarey that made me wake up...Its just amazing how dreams can feel soooooo real... Well this was a pretty pointless blog entry lol but...i wonder people think of dreams and why we have them....

First Blog from Blogger LoL

Wah start fresh... So hard deciding between myspace and blogger.... Reason y i chose blogger was, it looks nicer... lol what a weird reason to choose blogger....=P

Anyway... Tues is my final exam... then i can finally join you ppl that have finished... i just wonder what lies before me after TEE is over... hopefully not many ppl go to leavers as 'some people' arent allowed to go. Well i'll find something to do ^^

Well let me all suggest to you all of my first japanese drama that i watched (currently still watching). It is called "Stand Up!!" and is about four boys that are really hum sup but they are like the only virgins in their school or something. And then they swear not to lose their virginity till they get married... Then along comes one of their childhood friends called Chie, my gosh... she has like the biggest eyes a japanese person could have!! Anyway... she has a crush on the main character Shouhei who actually likes his teacher.... (its pretty screwed up i reckon). Well i wont spoil it anymore... if you would like to watch it... go to www.youtube.com and search up "Stand Up ep1" and should be in a few parts.... watch it and enjoy ;)

I guess you could post comments on what you think...